| Howard Rodger MacLean | ||
| MOYST, WITH ONE DROP OF THY BLOOD, MY DRY SOULE lady lay burning hill down combed girdled rasp, hoary thatch and melted mottle while there, nearby away, with horn stuck red, eyes turned ice, distant, death lay dying in a unicorn gouged lady lay burning auburn torn, disarrayed, in a rip bodice lay a tress a muddied dressguild spattered fingers in splayed, sad-sought and peter-breath rangling Unicorn crumpling, crumbled, struck the earth drybrown-redreddingred, dulledbrown-burningboast did she lie, legs lay spreaded out to the winds flew her tazzles and trags away; the burn washed a felled sword mashed the swish the green the ferned and root. And the neighbours’ wife, her fifteen childs at skirt, at the market bought for their future Spring, their guzzle, that quilted hunger at lowed cost, blackrunblackpudding while he laboured, fished, merely fished the haggle-gossip, the struck-slash, the hack-bite, the straddle-glap and the puss-tap-mess shoved, glued, sprung out of depthings of down of greenery. coveringed-hazèd mists in rolls of unlight flowers in mass on dark heath on hills we once (we did once?) did stroll-stroll as if all were heather and all heathens we, the origins of the land, plague and plagiary, the dynamics of an event culled – brackenbornfromambush – stealthily and dour; silk pores discovered by healthy hues we, who on the slim-slimming pole spie on the imper, imperceptible quiv of the slimy, of the lime-slime-grey, green-grey sliminess of the motionless waters. Thus we were Before events Before told by the broker to sell lady lay stuck dawn red rich blood sod rich fertile whore’s purse; white prik-like blunt in the sod lay a body’s last heavings; a breast lay torned out from out its bodices of mangled, its splattered lace, rent, five starred clutch splayed hung suspended shoulder from... next to a green-leef brook, croaking, torbid gloating morbid and dark, lay her body’s last while those stylite gulls spy on the imperceptible quiver of the slimy of the grey of the motionless waters no more Death is now gone In the morning we were told For breakfast a carcass flambé At eleven they arrived At one we, who had no other, met with the fire At two-thirty we condoned At four we waked At seven we had nothing but ashes to gnaw, to try Tut-bits before bed We had arrived natant, we would be the last to leave: it hadn’t really mattered, had it? With the last scone gonedowntoofast with cream and tea and – why yes! – double cream and strawberries and... and Sir Kay who crouched, crunched-dog in a corner, crying From the living room window I saw the rain come down Grey blanket falling, a downpour, like when I was six and from under the table the din increased, and the pane would fuzz, like Sir Kay’s eyes over the table as of one who had met with the fire the red stuck sharp aim of blunt stick breath wrought leased white balm of rotten movement, gaining momentum; of green pitch rank stench of clutched-fingered garment torn, the blood-spat struck hand hanging in raspings and heavings and clawings of a body of bodies brought to the brunt of breaking Sunk red stick, gloat glut of poured sweat of pain high throat loosed (by Christ!) throoghout eevenings discorsed in pleesing cumpanys so the flail rot taut flush gutcunt press out in total, in and all, world of no moment, dimidiate paradise of agony and forgot stank, hollow wearinesses repeat, and repeat, and repeat and repeated until the place filled be the place void once more again “We’re out of beer, jam and custard powder!” (And of the lost hard-blood marrow, blooded-sod, sod-dripped into forgetfulness because of heresies we have forgotten to commit, permit, to disdain, to pamper and perish to the end?) And while a Glasgow-London “Intercity” trundled by the burning white majestic burnt-white flushed oracle, that single blood-spet sharp-work blunt-done toll-took and death-reached horn into smoke dissolves into mystery post mortem: the rain ceased on a saturday the week hesitated in the chill the guests edged or gravelgrit away the house closed its eyes once more only the eternal bedroom lay unstrewn where hidden silks now locked now lay like hunted fowl hid in dark and funny-smelling odours the rain began again on sunday from beneath my table we saw the world which came and went as on a dreary-dull wet-cold morning a car drew up to take me back and suddenly we were gone once more again non omnis moriar |
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